The irony of blissful disappointment - The Cali Garmo is Writing

I was blissfully disappointed.

He called me last night;
blissful happiness
disappointment confusion.

It was great talking with him;
happiness indulges
confusion terrorizes.

He is such an awesome guy;
indulgences pleases
terror destroys.

I want to ask him out;
pleasing is heaven
destruction is hell.